Why surrender to your perceived weakness when you could choose to surrender to your overwhelming inner power?

This was the question I asked myself this morning in the most sacred part of my day - my spiritual study time.

If you’ve been following along the blog, you might already know that I’ve been exploring the Gene Keys. I started this journey in June of 2023. It started slow as I got my feet wet - picking up the book here and there, dipping into the Activation Sequence (the first course of the Golden Pathway Program - which is one method of studying your hologenetic profile).

And as the work of Richard Rudd started working through me, it opened up my heart in incredible ways. My study got deeper and deeper.

I made the choice to dedicate myself to the work of shadow transformation and elevating my own frequencies to unlock the light within me, on a daily basis.

So this is how my sacred spiritual study right now...

After I wake up, I meditate in bed then I slip on a cozy robe and slippers and make my downstairs for a gut-supportive cup of hot water and lemon, journal at my altar, make a cup of coffee and sit with the Gene Keys.

The dedication to the growth of my mind, body and spirit has created an evolution and empowerment in my life through unexpected mediums - my first medicine journey (a story for another time), a deeper connection to Spirit and my intuition, business growth, a powerful Neurodynamic breathwork session, an envelopment into community with people who feel like family as our soul’s have met in other lifetimes. And so much more from the spectrum of mundane and subtle to profoundly experiential. And life just keeps getting better and better. But better does not mean easy.

No, the Gene Keys have made me cry - A LOT.

It’s pushed me to challenge myself in a way I never have before. And quite frankly, called me out on my bullshit.

The sphere of my life’s work - the first sphere in my hologenetic profile is 37.4.

The shadow of weakness. The gift of equality. The siddhi of tenderness. In the 4th line of the Server.

That probably sounds like a load of mumbo-jumbo to you right now if you haven’t been exposed to the gene keys. And it certainly did to me at first! What does that even mean!?

But let me express to you some thoughts to contemplate on about this 37th gene key that you can understand, even if you don’t know anything about the Gene Keys.

We all have ways we think of ourselves as weak. It shows up when you are comparing yourself to others. Any time you’re plagued with the thought “I’m not good enough”.

This shadow is in close relationship with victimhood. And we are addicted to being victims.

Our society has conditioned us to believe that there are haves and have-nots and most of us are have-nots. We should bow down to the hierarchy because “they” know better than us. Our world is full of competition - for land, for money, for power. And competition implies winners and losers. Strong and weak.

But what the 37th Gene Key shows us is that the shadow state of weakness, victimhood, competition, “not good enough” - is all PERCEPTION. It is your perceived weakness that holds you back in life and keeps you stuck.

So I ask again - why surrender to your perceived weakness? What if instead you could surrender to your overwhelming inner power?

Inner power is feminine.

It is not pushy.

It does not live on a hierarchy because it knows we are all equal.

Inner power invites harmony, love, joy, creative expression, and peace.

It doesn’t force and yet it is awe-inspiring and fierce.

It creates abundance without taking from others. Because the abundance (especially in my line of the server) is created through giving.

That’s why I write these blogs and share my intuitive gifts - to inspire and challenge you to answer the call and walk your road to personal freedom, break free of the chains of perceived weakness and finally live as your truest self.

That’s what the sphere of your life’s work is. It’s the expression of what you give to the world. Your purpose.

And though Gene Key 37 might not be your life’s work or even in your profile - there is still a gift to be found in these words. They were written for you because I can see your inner power. That is my gift.

And I hope you can feel my energy pour into you as I gently offer to hold your hand as you bravely step into the dark well, the dark places of your soul that look scary now - but are the void in which you will find your power. So I invite you to surrender to it. As I, alongside you, walk the same journey.

There’s a famous quote that sums up the 37th Gene Key so well…

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world.

There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking, so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we’re liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

- Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: A Reflection on the Principles of “A Course In Miracles”

So invite you to be brave. Admit to where you feel weak, because the first step is to become aware of it.

Then allow, accept, and embrace those perceived weaknesses.

Give yourself a hug in the spirit of unconditional self-compassion for yourself. For it is self-compassion that opens the doorway to self-love. And what is tenderness but the act of unconditional self-love. Because when you love yourself, unconditionally - you reflect that out into the world. The world is your mirror.

Recognize that any weakness is only your perception. It is just a dream - a dream forced upon you by society and the limiting beliefs you soaked up as an innocent child. It’s not your fault that these limiting beliefs exist. This dream is not your dream. So, choose to let it go.

Instead, open your arms and surrender to the great power that lives within you. The power that is God. The power that is You. For You are God, because God created you and lives within you. You are beautiful and you are worthy. Surrender. Surrender. Surrender.

I extend my open-hearted love to your Divine Soul and I see you.

In loving tenderness,

Thalia